“Wake up to reality”

I did

It didn't fucking comfort me

I used to make a plan and think tomorrow owed it breath

Like wanting something badly could negotiate with death

The years don't bring an answer they just give the hurt more names

New faces at the table same old suffering remains

They tell me pain builds character I've got enough of that

I'd trade the fucking character to have my people back

There's love inside the hatred that's the part they never check

A tenderness that learned to want its fingers round a neck

I…

You thought I was finished?

I was just giving you a head start

Let's clarify the sickness let me weaponize my brain

I don't have a single thought that wouldn't make me look insane

You think my cockiness is just a fallacy a lie or bluff

But I'm a delusional sociopathological psychopathic fuck

I amputated my morals and threw my compass to the vile

While studying the Reaper with a terrifying smile

The concept of a casket doesn't give me any chills

The fantasy of dying is the only thing that thrills

So threaten me with…